I'm about to have "breakfast". I'm about to break my fast because I am tired of sweaty palms and pits. I had to wipe my hands on my pants every couple of minutes due to the clammy feeling. Lack of embarrassment due to the sweat, due to knowing that the sweat is because of the …
Category: Health stuff [non gym]

I just dominated you! The plight ends for tonight. I died mercilessly by the hands of The Lord Of The Dream. Two Rewards!!! 12:15 am, now Wednesday, 2.28.2018
Finally, A Peaceful Dream
Had been “playing” World of Warcraft with my older nephews. They were still kids. But we were in the game. Both dreams had similar life-saving mechanisms in place. Where in the W.O.W. dream, I had lucked up by gaining a rare enchantment during the moment before jumping off a cliff. I was mounted on a …
Must get beyond dog fear
The dreams of recent have been insane. With dogs chasing me every night, I must figure out how to get over this. I just have no certain clue as to why I even fear them. I’ve realized now that when it strikes, besides my dreams, is within an intimate setting with a full-sized canine. Like …

Dreams in seconds
Immediately as it seemed, I was asleep and dreaming. Vivid as usual — more real than life. Cast into multiple situations to test my capabilities and emotional strength in tornadoes of destruction and fear. In one, gaining instant karma as I evaded a woman. Breaking her heart had freed my soul. Physically leaving her apartment …
Dreams from 2.20.18
Dog at friend’s house wouldn’t leave me alone. Would chase and bite. Me and him both climbed up on shelving to get away. Was a horror. Spilled sauce in my van. On blankets in two spots. Cleaning each location—soaked wet spots to uncomfortable levels where there was no place remaining to lay down. Dad found …
“Drive me to Murder”
Drive me to Drinkin'... you know that phrase. I was just driven to Murder. ... In a dream. That was nuts. That escalated very quickly. In the dream, I had entered a store. I had never been there. The store looked interesting, though I was escaping another group of friends whom I was trying to …
I’m thankful of less intense dreams
Which I will thank good old Mary Jane for helping with. The last few days prior had some ridiculously nightmarish dreams that woke me from bed in tears. The dreams become so real that it is difficult to see how they don't mean something, but what? My dream from last night wasn't so bad. I …
Horrible Dreams
I don’t really want to go back to sleep. Waking at 6:00 am, just to cry. And ask Why? These dreams get so horrible. I have been glad that the emotional turmoil stage has seemed to end, but during my sleep, it has only increased. Now that I cannot afford the marijuana, the dreams are …
In preparation for what is to come.
As of now, my intentions have morphed into an interesting mixture of selfishness and generosity that is extremely difficult to express. ... Thereby, I want to explain my motives and goals so that you may begin to imagine with me. This time has been given to determine my path and I have begun to find …