I dislike saying so, but I hate my condition. I've been pulling that word out constantly lately and it actually bugs me. I listened to plenty spiritual advice at this point and understand that I must: "love the situation that I am in; appreciate the problems; accept the crisis as a lesson; be willing & …
Author: Russell Parker
Energetic Outlook
Decided to look for an uplifting video before my business partner started his morning movie. Watched an "energetic outlook" video for the week of June 23-29. Everything for me & him matches perfect again, with her. She has been coincidentally dead-on for 2 months of action. Both good and bad type news. Is super frustrating …
Depressed
Is this depression? How far must you fall or how long must you remain down? My depression only lasts until I awake in the morning & only begins if I get income or cash levels drop too low. Once the income is there, I have fear that it all will be spent before any longterm …
Shamanic Healing of Denver
Started a Meetup group, Shamanic Healing of Denver. After a month of no luck on finding a place to use my spiritual gifts, I have begun the search for my own group. The 1st meet was today at 3:33pm, Washington Park in Denver, CO. One guy showed and he received about 40 minutes of a …
Hopefully she’ll call
Just got a text for a Pet Healing. Responded with a request for her to call. Waited a few minutes & called with no answer. The number says Ohio, but mine says Savannah; that doesn't mean much in Denver, a melting pot. Maybe she'll be a serious customer and return a call. Maybe a lawncare …
I have not been here in a bit.
I do believe that I may start writing on here again. But 1st, I will read some old stuff. See where my head was and how far I've come. But as of now... I'm flip-flopping from Wow, this is Great! to I Hate Denver & wouldn't mind being murdered in my sleep. Which is possible …
mirrors
Look over my right shoulder as I decide what to scribble on the topic of blog and there is a mirror on the wall. Large enough to view the entirety of the room around me, but I focus on my face and think initially on the reasoning that brought me back to my laptop. Back …
Unbeknownst To Me
I want to go back to the mindset of 5 months ago It was a strange place to be. Difficult to imagine getting back to. But so worth it once you are there. I was lofty, following my will, letting anything happen that wanted to happen without pushing the limits, just following my feet as …
I’m back! I think.
I cannot be sure about the fullness of this comment, but I am back to expand on my latest findings, but I likely will continue with most of it on http://www.achieveinnerair.com. I also would love to organize that site a bit, as it is overly confusing. I only bought it so that I could write …
I keep waking
3:29am, Tuesday. I took Aunt Pat's spot. Can't sleep, too many thoughts on business. Both heals and cuts jobs. Partner keeps worrying over us getting paid... I need him to realize that my pay SHOULD BE minimal on a per job basis. So should his. We should aim for management---3:33, I'm out.