I guess that is a relative comment, there is like three inches. It’s a ton for my location. The entire area should be on lockdown. I may be one of three dozen vehicles on the road this morning, because:

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I awoke to look at one of the dating apps. Tinder or Bumble. That’s the two I use. Tender is the only one I’ve met a real, live girl from. This habit for a couple weeks gains my attention. 

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What do you know, but one of the first profiles I read said Miami. I’m obviously one to look for signs, or at best, to look for signs that keep showing themselves to me in repeated fashion. 

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All day, yesterday, and already today, in the first three minutes of awakening. I may be gone within the hour. I need to dry my red blanket and whatever I got damp from snow on yesterday. Be sure the car will start and maybe run a heater out to it with an extension cord. Let all that snow melt from the car before I dip out. 

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I am hard headed. I don’t really want to go. I know I’ll enjoy the trip. Or expect to. For whateveriscalling me, I’m assuming is great; it hasn’t screwed me over yet. But damn if I don’t really know what is down there besides a large community of shamanism.

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Shamanic practice has been calling me. I have been practicing Alchemy and Reiki. My psychic ability has been popping out on a regular basis. I feel energy from other people. I have one “patient” already and I’ve cured another of ailments. My (real) Magic is working with several ideas coming to fruition. Should I say spells? 

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And then there’s “real-world” bullshit in the way like a car payment I cannot really afford. I’m sliding by with cash, but not quite enough for the two payments I owe. And I’m also in need of Youtube supplies. 

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Uggghhhhhh, I’m really confused right now. I just wanna sleep for a week. 

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8:45am, Thursday, 1.4.2018