Oh but can I even afford to travel? Location is no problem, I sleep in the car, but I want to buy recording equipment even. WHY DO I NEED TO GOBTO FORT LAUDERDALE???
To see a shaman ?
There is an abundance of shaman practitioners down there. A actual shaman, legit from Peru, uses facilities there. But appointments are not cheap. I don’t even know how much cash I have.
Rent is expected on Friday; that will definitely assist. But not to cover all expenses for whatever I’m even doing?!
I’ve applied to one job for drafting there. I want it. I may get it. And there is much more on Craigslist. I bet I could find a cheap van down there too. I want to overhaul a van for sleeping.
I’m tempted to go tonight!!
Even if I need to come back, I could skip out on the new job from Friday. Tomorrow, all of Savannah will be shutdown anyhow due to snow.
I need to sink deep in a salt bath for a bit. Sleep a few hours and let this settle a bit. The night won’t be good for driving much anyhow. That car’s heater doesn’t work and that’s no good for defrost.
But why anyway? I thought I’m supposed to be here now. Why am I getting sign to drive eight hours south and have no exact destination in mind?
It’s pure crazy.
8:54pm, Wednesday, 1.3.2018