Yeah so Fort Lauderdale ain’t happening. Funds are at zero. But I do get a rent check tomorrow and should be able to start at the cabinet place. 

I was on my way outa here and maybe that was the whole point. To follow until the end was certain. I dunno. I’m tired of being strapped by my purse strings and going on blind faith. Every day something magical happens and I see it, so what be the point of this exercise?

Now what to do today? Snow is everywhere. I don’t want to play in it. I really don’t like the snow very much. It’s only neat and exciting. My car is freezing cold and now I cannot afford a tiny heater to use the power converter on. Cannot afford a mechanic though I have a warranty. This is a dumb situation. I don’t even like this lemon of a car. 

The sunshine sounded wonderful, but now I’m stuck in a frozen dream. I may just go sleep today.

I wonder if there is any decent meetup groups, I do have a bit of cash still. Perhaps an energy session with Balance, but that’s an hour of driving at night. Was worth it each time I’ve attended. I feel at ease and comfortable there for a few hours. At a cost of ten bucks for “dues”, it is certainly worth the investment. 

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Maybe this is just more to scare my family and make me look nuts. Eh, whatever, it’s something to talk about with the wierd and constant coincidences. 

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And I did leave with ease at 11:11. I really didn’t even adjust my cadence of leaving. I dunno. 

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High Noon, Thursday, 1.4.2018